Thursday, February 21, 2019

1 Nephi 17:30 What I Needed

"And notwithstanding they being led, the Lord their God, their Redeemer, going before them, leading them by day and giving light unto them by night, and doing all things for them which were expedient for man to receive, they hardened their hearts and blinded their minds, and reviled against Moses and against the true and living God."

The part of this scripture that stood out to me was "doing all things for them which were expedient for man to receive."  The God I worship gives us all we need, not necessarily what we want. 

When you are young, you sometimes reflect about the future and what you want out of life.  When I compare those dreams to what I was given, what my life experiences have been, wanted and not wanted, I have concluded that the God I worship gives me what I need. These life experiences and situations have made me grow. They have stretched me in ways that I probably could not have been stretched otherwise. I think it is natural when we have these circumstances and experiences that are unpleasant to want them to stop and end, but I fully believe that we ought to really look at them in a way to see what we can gain from each of these things, to see how we can possibly grow to the best of our ability. I don’t think they are coincidental. I think our life here is tailored with exactly what we need to challenge us. 

For example, I did not like my parents being divorced when I was a small child, it brought much heart ache and loneliness. This is not what I wanted.  Could God have intervened and perhaps softened their hearts to stay together?  Possibly.  But He knew what I needed, and at the same time, honored their choices.  But having known those difficulties, I have become very compassionate with other people who share my experiences. I can let them know that I have walked in those moccasins and I know what it feels like. I can give them tools to find peace in what they have been given. God has allowed these experiences in my life so I can be an instrument in his hands to help others, as well as my own personal growth.  The God I worship gives me what I need, not necessarily what I want.

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